A Princess in the Making...

Friday, October 21, 2005

Updates

It really felt like many things had taken place since the past week.. Tuition, driving, PMS, nightmares, feeling moody, neglected and down, tests, projects, presentations, simon falling ill, his yps issue, cramps, etc etc.. I feel kind of overwhelmed!

Nightmares:

I had 2 continuous absurd nightmares on sat night!

The 1st nightmare: i was doing relief teaching, a teacher asked me to get her LV bag from her car, a few girls followed me, a large truck appeared in the school carpark and ran over the girls, squashing them! The principal blamed me and said that i can forget abt going back to do relief teaching forever..

The 2nd nightmare was equally ridiculous.. haha.. The setting was in my old house which i had moved out from for 4 years.. It was so weird that cyn, SJ and simon were having dinner with my family in my hse.. It was a vvvv long and detailed dream which i can still rem clearly, but the most significant part was that somehow, simon and i were no longer together, but SJ and him were a pair.. =p They were very sweet; i felt awkward and uncomfortable.. Anw, i tried very hard to wake up, but i couldn't.. When i finally woke up, i was crying my heart out.. =p

I've been having many funny nightmares lately.. and i rem most of them.. Anyone can explain what my dreams mean?

Friends:

hehe.. When my MSN name was "it's not so bad to be alone afterall", some of my frens were so concerned and started talking to me and told me i'm nv alone cos they'll be ard for me.. haha.. So sweet! =) I used that cos i was all alone during the weekend.. Nothing wrong with me.. =p but, it really made me happier to know that there are ppl who care abt me..

I smsed audrey cos i wanted to borrow a blazer from her on Sunday.. She said she altered her sleeves to a shorter length, but she could meet me to let me try after her work on Mon... She usually gotta do OT, but she planned to sneak out to meet me if i needed it.. So nice of her, made me smile when i was feeling down.. =) Having friends whom i know care lifts my spirits.. Thanks!

Simon:

Many things are cropping up for him too.. Falling ill.. i guess he's too busy with too many stuff and tired himself out.. and his yps issue bothering him.. I can't help much in that, but i'll be most willing to offer my listening ears, my strong wide shoulders and all my support.. hehe.. Hope he'll be all healthy and happy.. =)

Myself:

I'm still doing ok.. other than suffering from PMS, feeling neglected, getting promises broken, feeling confused with some driving stuff, getting scares from strange encounters, suffering from menstrual cramps, everything else is fine.. I hope things will get better.. =p

*grace* living in fantasy @
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