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Monday, March 28, 2005

The past few days were eventful..

Fri:
  • We wanted to study in the Woodlands library, only to realise at its door that it is closed on public holidays.. So, we had to make do at MacDonald's.. Though it was not very conducive, we did fine and spent a few hours there..
  • Simon's mum was hospitalised cos she had a stomachache or gastric pain.. We visited her in the evening..
  • Had late dinner at Crystal Jade with Simon, his sis and bro-in-law.. Their treat again.. So nice.. =p

Sat:

  • Simon's mum was discharged.. Gd to hear that she's fine.. =)
  • Simon and i went for buffet dinner at Marriott Hotel.. Simon's sis' treat for his birthday.. So nice again! hmm, i always stand to gain.. =p Anw, it wasn't really impressively great food, but it was still a great 1st experience..
  • Went shopping afterwards..

Sun:

  • I struck 4D!!! =) I can't believe it!! I went to buy my old hp no. for Sat's and Sun's 4D cos my dad told me someone kept calling my old no. on Sat.. So, i just casually went to buy when i went to pack lunch for myself on Sat.. And, i actually won $$$ after spending only $2!!!! I was just so excited when i first found out abt it!! So lucky!! YEAH!!

Today:

  • Went to the gym but didn't workout much.. cos i felt breathless and faint.. Falling ill.. =(
  • The pervert at Simon's house was caught.. So, the police are still pretty efficient, GOOD!! =)
  • I feel cold and am sneezing non-stop.. Think i'm getting a sore throat too.. AGAIN! =( Feeling groggy and tired.. Everything seems to be spinning before my eyes..

Going to sleep soon.. Anw, i keep having dreams these days.. Whatever i thought about or happened in the day, i'll dream of it at night! Pretty interesting.. I wonder what i'll dream of later..


*grace* living in fantasy @
11:55 PM


Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Back to my blog..

Today is Simon's birthday! Just wanna wish him a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY here.. May ur life get better and more colourful each day! =) Glad to hear that he had fun on his special day..

Had lots of thoughts today...

  • I dun understand why perverts exist in this world.. A man had been going to simon's corridor to masturbate for 3 consecutive days.. he was caught on camera, but the police had not got him yet.. I wonder why he chose simon's house out of all places, why he wanted to do it in public and not in private, what pleasure he derived from his act, what his mentality was, etc etc....... As i watched the tape, i suddenly felt that men are dangerous creatures with overwhelming sexual desire that can easily transform into an act of crime.. *tsk tsk* Kind of scary as i imagined myself running into the pervert alone..

  • I have this sudden urge to get my driving licence asap.. but i'm already feeling the pinch of having to part with at least 2000 bucks from my savings.. Anw, i must get it!

  • From my observations of pple ard me, i conclude that a relationship that starts slow and progresses steadily is more long-lasting and blissful than one which is very intense and passionate right from the beginning.. I hope mine is in the former category..

  • My aunt came to visit us.. She's a really pretty young lady who lives alone in a condominium, drives her own car, earns big money, is humorous, attractive and well-liked by everyone.. She's the kind of woman whom i'll emulate cos she's almost perfect.. the only thing is that she's divorced cos her ex-husband abused her.. Shitty men again!! Looking at her, i feel that women should be independent financially.. Success and wealth in life probably earns u all the respect u need.. There is no one else in this world that u can depend on except urself.. The worst thing that can happen to a woman is getting the wrong guy.. A smart woman will snap out of it quickly.. Sometimes, people are just so used to their relationship that they lack courage to leave it even if it's unfulfilling.. But come to think of it, if u have success and wealth but no one to share the happiness with, it's meaningless too.. Life is just so complicating..

  • If u're nice to someone, is it guranteed that he'll return the favour by treating u well too? Or will u be unappreciated and taken for granted? Guess when u're being nice all the time, u'll be bullied and taken for a fool.. In any form of relationship, giving and receiving should be 2-way.. If one party keeps contributing without receiving, it's probably time to pluck up the courage to leave and move on.. Maybe it's human nature to be unappreciative of what u have.. and to regret after u lose what u should have treasured..

*grace* living in fantasy @
11:58 PM


Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Some pampering..

I did something to my fingernails!! They didn't turn out to be very nice on photo, but i think they're really nice!!! hehe.. Pink and white flowery nails - so sweet!! I LOVE THEM!

My nail art!!

*grace* living in fantasy @
11:30 PM


Tuesday, March 08, 2005

A gift from the heart.. =)

Here's my completed project: a small pouch i sewed all by myself!


It's for simon.. cos he has been looking for a small pouch like this to keep his coins.. ;) Can't find such a pouch anywhere, so i decided to sew one for him.. hehe.. Though it looks very simple, i really spent lots of time and effort on it cos it's just not as simple as it looks.. Spent 2 hours looking for the right fabric with the right texture, ribbon, thread, etc in Spotlight yesterday.. Took me 4 hours to sew it cos it's pretty hard to insert the ribbon (for the drawstring part).. Stayed up till 6.30 am this morning to complete it.. just felt like finishing it once i got started.. and in the end, i was really tired and sleepy in sch today.. Felt like a walking zombie.. But, i really like the pouch i made.. So pleased with my end-product.. hehe.. I gave it to him like this today:

So sweet hor? haha.. i'm singing my own praises.. =p Can someone assure me that i'm a sweet gf? hehe.. But seriously, if i'm at the receiving end of such a sweet gesture, i'll be really touched! So, i still think i'm really nice!! haha.. i hope i'll be appreciated though..

Talking abt all these makes me miss my gd old fren in JC - Shiqi!! hehe.. Back in JC, she always made really nice, cute and creative cards for me even when there wasn't any special occasion.. Sometimes, it was to cheer me up when i was feeling down.. At other times, it was just to show appreciation for a friend.. So sweet of her!! I have quite a no. of them and i'm still keeping them nicely in a box.. =) Really thankful to have such a great friend!! Suddenly, i kind of miss Shiqi and the fun times we shared then.. =p


*grace* living in fantasy @
11:35 PM


Monday, March 07, 2005

Why am i always feeling down? =p

Have not been blogging for some time.. i'm a lil lazy..

Hmm abt today.. I overslept this morning and missed my pract session.. Pract session wasn't the "die-die must go" kind, so it was ok.. Then, i went to sch for a EL module test, which was do-able.. followed by a pharmacy module tutorial.. At the end of all the classes, i was not in the best mood.. Feeling unhappy and sore abt some things .. =p So, i decided to go walk ard in town and settle my own dinner at the same time cos Mum did not cook tonight..

Headed for Plaza Singapura alone, feeling a lil lousy.. Amazingly, when i stepped into the shopping mall, i brightened up! I dunno how to describe it exactly, but the atmosphere in the shopping mall just made my lousy feelings diminish.. RETAIL THERAPY is really effective in enhancing my mood!!! ;) As i shopped ard, i was consciously reminding myself not to splurge.. cos i have the tendency to spend lots of $$ when i'm feeling down.. =p Anw, i spent most of my time at Spotlight.. I love the crafts section!! There are just so many things that interest me.. Scrapbooking, sewing, knitting, wooden crafts, craft materials, etc.. In the end, i bought some stuff to start on a project.. Shall post a pic of the completed project when i'm done.. ;)

On my way home.. I saw a lady wearing a pair of heels that i like very much!! More abt the pair of heels.. Last year, i kept meeting a lady on the train on my way to school.. She was always wearing this pair of heels which i wished i could have.. There's a long vertical metal strip in the centre and 4 horizontal black leather straps going acrosss the metal strip.. It's just simple and elegant!! Since then, i went in search of the pair of heels in almost all major departmental stores and shops selling shoes, but i just couldn't find them! I wanted so much to own them!! And today, i actually saw someone wearing them again.. The lady alighted at AMK and took the same route home as me.. Throughout the entire walk home, i followed behind her closely and stared at her heels.. cos i was hoping to see the brand name printed on the heels when she lifted her foot.. hahaha.. Sadly, i still have no idea where to get the pair of heels cos i didn't get to see anything.. =( Guess i have to give up the hope of owning them..

Back at home.. I'm feeling a lil tired, hungry and not-so-happy again.. =p Something is bothering me, but i just can't identify it exactly..

*grace* living in fantasy @
11:59 PM


. The Princess .
~Grace Tan~
~21 years old~
~Born on 03/11/1983~
~Studying Pharmacy at NUS~
~Singapore~

. My Adores .
Food:
~fried rice~
~glutinous rice~
~sweer-and-sour pork~
~seafood~
~steamboat~
Latest craving: SHARK'S FINS!!

Pastimes:
~shopping~
~hitting the gym~
~hanging out with friends~
~counting money..~

People:
~dear dear~
~mom~
~my cute lil sis~
~my close friends..~

Others:
~FEELING...
pretty
rich
smart
capable
loved and pampered~


. My Detests .
~FEELING...
down
poor
unloved
insecure
jealous
ugly and fat
stupid and not getting things right~

~hmm.. maybe just anyone or anything that looks detestable?~


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